Born Of The Lone Star

2011-02-19T03:58:00.002+08:00

i hate my life now. i need to stop everything im doing. walk walk walkkkkkkk

2011-01-30T11:42:00.002+08:00

why when who what how.
its cold
hunger
tiredness
loneliness
emptiness.

2010-12-18T15:56:00.002+08:00

I guess it pretty sums up my life in C3.
1 course down and 1 more to go.
i've enjoyed my life in c3 school.
everyone i've met been really nice.
even the instructors.
they've been really supporting and niice.
thou sometimes shits does happens.
it part of training i guess.
actually i feel abit reluctant to leave C3 school.
so we've request to be attached to c3 instead of going back to tms.
and my promotion is due the coming week.
but im on the wk leave.
so im promoting once i've get back to camp.
like finally. after so long of waiting.
ive enjoyed my time with the dudes of 3rd basic AOS/AOSX
it was really fun knowing everyone of them.
hope we still will be in touch after they are posted to their bases.

now is the period to clear my leaves.
yesh. its time to relax myself without
having to worry bout going back to camp.
it'll soon be christmas and new year.
2010 is coming to an end.
1year of my national service has came to an end.
this year has been really fun.
but it could be better?
haa.

2010-09-19T21:42:00.002+08:00

Stay in.
Going back to camp soon.
Where's the smile.
Cuz after the smile, its back to the same old thing.
Miss, did u drop ur laughter?
Im forgetting my day.
Cuz everyday feels the same.
Watch behind the shadows.

2010-09-07T21:29:00.002+08:00

lifes not been any better.
kinda dont really like it now.
so much of struggling with my fitness.
boring.
everything's like hanging on the line.
i have to push myself so much all the time.
and im feeling tired bout it.
camps really boring.
but better without him around.
tml is dooms day.
i jus hope it could turn out well.
thurs is zoo day
another boring day.
im jus looking forward to the weekends with the tms guys
imma gonna go powerhouse for the first time.
haa.
V trip.
jus wanna have fun party with e guys.
as much as life's pretty plain.
and im more off fortunate den others
mayb i jus thank life.
last month had been pretty rough.
been throu alot of shits.
one by one it got worse.

2010-08-02T19:36:00.000+08:00

2010-08-01T15:53:00.003+08:00

ive realise tat im not wad i think i m
im not perfect.
i have my flaws.

2010-07-20T20:10:00.003+08:00

as usual woke up feeling shag for work.
jus got back from batam yesterday.
wondering if i could called it a fruitful trip.
i had fun shopping walking slacking around.
beautiful weather beautiful place beautiful company.
lovely hotel room.
somehow i realise alot of stuffs from this trip.
actually i was also quite hesitant about it.
but i guess wad u went throu might jus make u alittle bit stronger.
u learn to walk and u learn to fall.
guess im still learning to fall.
somehow its kinda in my mind right now.
i jus cant seem to take it off.
i actually do noe wad to do.
but i jus couldnt open up.
i was actually coming up with a decision.
knowing it would really be hurting.
i tot it might be better off this way.
yet something's holding me back.
reluctant to let go.
have u ever felt that u tot u could change the outcome of something
but in the end it doesnt have to change at all.
that u could hold ur ground
but u had to let go?

the hardest thing is letting go.
but no worries.
time always numb away the pain.

thanks for the memories.
it was really sweet.
enjoyed every moments of it.
mayb its time for me to go.
its hard but i'll try.
i wont regret.
cuz i noe ive tried.
and im happy bout it.
at least i dun have to look back complaining i didnt. :))
its back to 8-5

2010-07-06T23:35:00.002+08:00

who would stick throu thick and thin?
if you knew that the one thing and only one thing
u're able to provide
and that is love.
would he/she still stayed around?
in rich and famous
or in love and security would u choose to stick around.
wad if all u had was a great heart
but a future unknown
wad would the future be?

2010-07-04T18:11:00.003+08:00

it feels like a routine life actually.
same old shit everyday.
same old feeling everyday.
it doesnt change
disappointments lives up to expectations.
and here m i wondering why i dun have tat kind of expectations.
believeing that hope is real.
that man lives for hope.
and that hope jus crushes u instead.
i guess im jus seriously way out of my head.
i jus need a retreat.

2010-06-23T16:04:00.003+08:00

Its been realli long since i last updated.
Everythings been staying the same
Sick.
nothings changing.
should i be happy im alive and kicking.
i nid a getaway soon.
so i guess im going batam with my aunts.
anyone coming?

im gonna go shop till i drop
eat till im full
drink till im drunk.

tasteless.
everything i taste.
and my lap is dead.
sigh.
so many things i wanna buy
nxt month pay day.
u better come.
plan my fiance
so i can go oversea twice in july i hope.

2010-04-20T22:29:00.002+08:00

why cant i see myself smiling even thou im a regular now.
everyday is jus so boring.
aircon aircon aircon.
so cold.
travel travel travel.
so far.
tired tired tired.
cant slp.

2010-04-18T13:34:00.003+08:00

Even the sweetest dreams has a point where u'll have to wake up.

Face back to reality.

Cuz it'll jus be a dream.

It wouldnt be real.

Seems like ive slept for a long time.

But in reality i hadnt

Im tired.

2010-03-13T19:52:00.002+08:00

sigh~
boring boring boring.
my life is getting more boring.
update update update.
i dun even feel like updating anymore.
haish~

nothing much loh.
basically after this event
its gonna be no more FIELDCAMP.
i totally hate it.
siannn to the max lah.
another sunday burned.
but i got silver for IPPT.
like finally lah.
i always fail my ippt becuz of 2.4km
dun like to run lahhh.
but ok lah.

2010-02-21T18:06:00.003+08:00

HELLO.
its really been awhile.
Happy new year everyone.
Preparing to book in later
kinda really sian.
i really hate sun. ):
nxt sat morning book out evening time have to book in again.
Sun having field camp le.
Sigh~

mind blocked.
new year is jus like another normal day to me.
x=
nothing much for this new year.
and i cant celebrate my birthday this year.
be spending it out in the field.
so much for birthday.

2010-01-24T17:43:00.002+08:00

Young

a mth's time has really been fast if dun keep thinking bout it.
2more weeks to CNY.
another long weekend.
weekend seems to be so short.
time never seems to be enough.
life's been rather tiring.
slpin at 930
waking up at 530
each day jus pass with a tiring mind and body.
and im still straggling with 2.4
sigh~

booking in awhile more.
alot of stuffs float past my mind for the past 2 wks.
so much stuffs to be thinking bout.
boring army life.

i dun wan an army life
OC pls let me go
PC pls let me go
mama i wanna go home

2009-12-27T12:25:00.002+08:00

Young

2wks has definitely passed fast.
and its time to go back.
somewhere hard for civilization to take place. LOL!
4days of hardwork and it'll be new year.
i gonna go get an i-touch.
i'll be useful in camp. LOL!
sigh.
gonna drag my foot back to tekong.
so much for the book out.

2009-12-11T05:20:00.002+08:00

Young

The time has come to leave my home to defend my country
and train like hell.
LOL!
damn sian.
can i dun go?
=x
so im jus gonna say goodbyes to all my frens.
have fun take care enjoy.
sigh`

today is my book in day
book in
book in
today is my book in day
book in
book in day
book in book in day
book in book in day
today is my book in day book in book in day.
RAWR

2009-12-07T11:40:00.000+08:00

Young

We regret to inform you that your application was unsuccessful.
Sigh~
4more days of civilian life

2009-11-25T23:47:00.002+08:00

Young

okok.
ive been lazy to update. =x
after returning from tioman
been really lazy to work.
cuz time's really clicking close
now im left with around 2wks plus.
lols.
but.
hoping for a change.
cuz im having an interview tml morning
at the old police acad.
kinda nervous.
first interview in like ages.
the last time i had an interview was like 4yrs ago?
wish me luck ok.
hah.

well.
feeling of rather staying at home than going out.
home's still the best. x=
should be turning in early.
nid to wake up v early tml.

2009-11-05T22:27:00.003+08:00

Young

Im back from fun.!
tired from all the travelling.
think will turn in early. :D
will update the pics on fb.
Hud took pics of the corals and fishes.
those pic might take awhile to be updated.

Nights everyone.
update tml.

2009-10-28T00:37:00.003+08:00

Young

2days of off day.
Caught a glimps of andrea 1st mth on sat.
so cute. =D
Looking forward to tioman trip
4days 3nite.
i jus wanna enjoy myself. =D
but dunno how many going.
sigh~
things jus have to happen.

slacking off my off day at home.
bored. but ok lah.
caught G-force and my gf is an agent.
=D nice movies.

i think dat sometimes understanding is a big question mark
i guess tat im not used to being controlled.
i love flying freely.
trying to enjoy every of my time before freedom lost.
and i jus dreamt of enlistment date.
preparing myself to death roll.
LOL!.

do you noe why good times last shorter?

2009-10-20T03:22:00.002+08:00

Your enlistment date is 11th Dec reporting time 945am.

BMTC School 1.

the long awaited letter has arrived.
LOL.
and im having mixed emotions.
tsk.
and everyone is in a different sch.
sigh.

2009-10-19T01:18:00.004+08:00

Young

i woke up from slumber yesterday.
yeah.
im still lazy to work.
but no choice.
sigh~
work work.

2009-10-15T21:48:00.002+08:00

Young

Yo yo.
Been awhile since i last updated.
Well been kinda lazy to update anything.
cuz like nothing much to say.
im currently stuck at home.
cuz of the darn medicine.
making me damn sleepy.
sigh~
and its really boring.
i cant do anything.

might be going to m'sia for a holiday.
sleepyyy.
ahhhh.
im bored. seriously bored. x=
nothing to do.
nothing to watch.
sigh~
and im kinda hungry.
any kind soul?
lOL!

im gonna be stuck at home for a few days.
ahhhhhhhh.

2009-10-03T04:18:00.001+08:00

i thought i could fall aslp
but i jus couldnt.

2009-10-01T09:25:00.005+08:00

Young

back. finally the month is over.
seriously some hard work.
pay day is coming.
hard earn money. x=
jus finished watching my fav drama

学警出更

should check it out.
Its part 2 of PTS
a continue series.
=D
very nice show.

nothing much oso.
alone at home.
bro in ns.
ahh. hw i wish i could enter army soon.
life's been pretty much the same.
skate's chalet coming soon.
hoping for some fun and laughter.

mayb i should turn in for the day yeah
guan on the way to genting.
LOL
hope he vomit all the way. :P
HAHAH!

2009-09-20T06:12:00.003+08:00

Young

there's nothing to do.
and i cant fall aslp.
sigh~
its another night.

2009-09-15T15:43:00.000+08:00

Young

everyday is a lie
alcohols through the nights

2009-09-13T16:21:00.000+08:00

Young

off day from work.
ahhh.
been working and chionging the whole week.
its really tiring me out.
today can rest at home.
nxt week continue work again.
everything's practically the same.
jus that home is quieter without bro.

ima go look for breakfast.
ciaos

2009-09-02T12:45:00.000+08:00

im tired.
still tired.
went for a haircut.
now nid to go settle alot of stuffs.
and den go to sch
and work.
im hungry
restless.
dun feel like going to work.
ahhaha.

dunno why im feeling pissed.
err.
dunno why sia.
sigh

as the images pass through the eyes
the heart pounds faster
the mood gets dimmer
the echo of the voices
flowing backwards
reluctant to be released
fingers hold back
sat with despair
accepting the truth
continuing the journey

2009-09-01T00:30:00.002+08:00

Young

i watched.
where got ghost
FD4 3D

finished watching Boys over flower.
wished there was more.

jus got back to work.
very tired.

but cant be compare to him.

2009-08-28T07:14:00.000+08:00

Hollywood Undead - The dairy

cus I don't wanna be like this
I've been runnin these streets
for too long now
I've got nothing thats true
but this song now
but the further I go
I wanna go home
cus I don't wanna be like this
I've been runnin these streets
for too long now
I've got nothing thats true
but this song now
but the further I go
I wanna go home
I fuckin' swear that I care
but its hard when you stare
into the bottom of a bottle
that is empty and bare
all my desolate soul
in my desolate home
it's my desolate role
yeah I'm here all alone
I can't think of a reason
to get the fuck out of bed
curtains closed, lights are off
Am I alive or dead?
I haven't shaved in a week
I always slur when I speak
tolerance at its peak
another fit just to sleep
oh woe is me woe is me
I guess I need love
hoes ya see hoes ya see
I'm just in a rut
and I swear I'm tryin baby please
Baby don't leave
god-damn I'm a fuck-up
But I guess that's just me
so I sit in my room
and I'll cry in my bed
thinkin about all the shit
that made me wrong in my head
I keep tryin to climb
but it seems so steep
pour myself a fuckin' whisky
and go back to sleep.... bitch
cus I don't wanna be like this
I've been runnin these streets
for too long now
I've got nothing thats true
but this song now
but the further I go
I wanna go home
cus I don't wanna be like this
I've been runnin these streets
for too long now
I've got nothing thats true
but this song now
but the further I go
I wanna go home

2009-08-25T08:48:00.002+08:00

Young

im basically still awake.
at charles place.
was ~~suppose~~ to study!
and im having the paper in the noon.
luckily. *phew*
but im still not prepared.
sigh~
MIIT is a stupid paper!
Not forgetting WCS on fri. =.=
ahh.
ive got no motivation to study at all.
it seems like holidays 2weeks ago.
=x

sun was dad's birthday.
didnt noe wad to get him.
so decided to make lunch.
aunts n uncles was over.
they played mj and i was suppose to fix lunch.

LUNCH SET was..
sweet corn/potato/carrot/onion/pork rib soup.
chicken breast on thai bbq sauce.
egg tofu with egg white/mince meat/mushroom.
long beans with diced garlic/oyster sauce.
deep fried meat balls.

everything tasted nice xcept for the chicken.
which too much marination was used. =.=
kinda salty. i had to add water to lighten the salty taste.
but the rest was jus nice.
aunt say nxt time any girl marry me cfm good life.
LOL!.
CUZ I CAN COOK!
YAN CAN COOK SO CAN JOE! :D
but cannot compare to him lah. =x
i think i jus love cooking.
its nice watch ppl eating the food u cook with the effort put in.

Happy birthday Dad.

2009-08-16T23:26:00.002+08:00

you noe.
it's said that it's best to lose it than regret it
but well.
i guess i just gotta live with this regret.

2009-08-11T00:36:00.003+08:00

nutting much.
walking around aimlessly.
wondering what should i do nxt.
but jus couldnt find any idea.
so i jus walk around.
walk walk walk.
and i ended home.
i feel lifeless already.
sigh~

2009-08-08T21:28:00.001+08:00

life's all about reality.
facing reality and living simple

2009-08-01T05:46:00.000+08:00

Young

somehow like disconnected from the world.
life is work sch work sch.
and Dsb.
Not forgetting my brother pat when he books out.
Tat i've come to realise im missing out on my other friends. x=
and ive not been skating for awhile already. =x =x
Shuwen gonna go blar blar blar blar hor. =x =x =x

and im still coughing =x =x =x =x
sigh~
here am i looking around at everyone's interesting life
on their blog. very happening sia.
ya. i should beautify my life too eh.
how?

life's jus like a puzzle.
after u arranged everything,
u'll see the complete picture.
everyone tends to stray away from the path.
failing to notice certain things around.
failing to cherish.
ive walk the path before and uds the this feeling.
how it feels to lose someone close.
how it feels to not able to carry out the duty of a son.
yeah. tats the feeling.
makes me wonder the day tat i'll die.
how will it end up?

Pay day's coming again.
And it be gone real soon.
And im still waiting for PathFinders pay.
As shuwen mentioned its freaking $39 Bucks.
=.=
How long sia how long ah NP!!
sigh~

Recuit Lau Y.Y Reporting.
Recuit Tan Zi Bing Reporting.
Everyone in NS liao.
Waiting for my time as well.
Ahhhh.
Times really flies
Pat's gonna leave for Taiwan in hours time.

2009-07-28T22:45:00.000+08:00

Sometimes the most beautiful thing on earth is a total mistake

2009-07-25T16:23:00.000+08:00

Young

i had the weirdest dream last night.
tsk.
im sick. AGAIN!. =.=
sigh~
seriously bored.

life's pretty much the same as ever.
just shits happening over and over again.

i need to leave this place.

2009-07-19T15:38:00.003+08:00

Young

i jus hope everything would turn out fine.
cuz it jus feels like shits are happening all the time.
im tired. seriously.
sick of it.
i jus wanna slp.

went for urban yesterday.
met at ECP den off to skate park in ecp.
Den we skated to kallang - suntec - Plaza - dinner - Somerset skate park.
nice day.
fun peeps

will abit turn to got?
i wonder

2009-07-18T06:11:00.002+08:00

nothing's gonna be the same no more.
i think i've lost my ability to feel
cuz i no longer feel anything
the road's long ahead
but the mist covers my journey
im lost

2009-07-10T16:40:00.002+08:00

Young

im home.
and leaving for work soon.
Week was kinda boring.
I dunno why.
I wanna escape into travel.
I wanna go alot of place.
Will start from nxt month after pay day.
Starting from Batam
Wanna go genting, Macau, Hong Kong?
I wanna travel and forget abt singapore.
Cuz its boring here.
Work is kinda getting sucky?
Cuz of the fucking head chef.
_|_

im seriously bored.
Everyday oso bored eh.
:)

somethings are meant to be
meant to be jus somethings

2009-07-06T04:38:00.002+08:00

Young

Caught IceAge 3
Its nice lah. considering the comedy parts.
Should watch lah.
4/5 Popcorns.
Nothing much oso.
Nxt week work 3 days only.
So sian.
Dunno wad to do liao.
Sigh~

uoy ssim od i emitemos
od ot tahw onnud tusj i won thgir
serwsna eht wnok lliw i sseug i dna

2009-07-02T23:38:00.001+08:00

Young

caught Transfomers2
had Fish & Co
Skate
rot
work tml
pay day
dunno wad to do now
ahhhh
very sian

2009-06-30T02:18:00.002+08:00

Young

Its easy to resolve a problem, hard to dissolve a relation.

Waiting for pay day (2more days)
Want to go oversea
Going to eat at Aburiyah-Teh
Singing session
Meet up with frens i've been missing out
Catch up with Andy before his NS :D
Watch movies ( alot haven watch )
Get a new watch
Amelia's Birthday
Have alot of fun!

im bored!

2009-06-26T03:06:00.003+08:00

They say in life there's only 1miricle and 2coincidence.
Im hoping for that miricle to happen.
Waitin for the first coincidence to happen.

PISCES MAN

He is very emotional and always allow himself to be very emotional. He can have a good night sleep and be in a good mood, and less than few hours atwork he can be very moody. He does not understand things or try to understand things easily.
If you notice him carefully, you will notice whatkind of moods he is in.He is a thinker and able to do well at work and always succeed. His normal gestures mean he always look at other people faults, but he will not talk about it.
He has the ability to know your thought and able to tell you whatyou are thinking about.He can mostly memorize all his anger, his loves. They are his important secrets and he will keep them to himself and will never let you know. He is not a very ambition man and careless about his position in society.
Wealth does not drawn his attention, because he is not greedy man and as well hethinks money is not something that will last.He could be very careless about his future. He does not like to fight against all odds, but instead following the stream and make life easier. Sometimes because he likes to take an easy path, which cause him very unsteady future.
He is kind and slightly lazy, but it is his cute character. He hates rules and regulations. He will never look down on people. He is a polite guy and can be very aggressive when he is mad. He loves to think that he lives in a beautiful world and surround by nice people, so if he finds his world is cruel and not what he expects, he will live in his world instead.His other charm is that he is a funny guy, and it is his real weapon.
He cantease you and yet make it looks like one of his joke. Even when he is sad, he still has that funny face, so you could hardly tell if he is mad or depress. He likes to hide his feeling and help other people especially those who need friend or lonely.He will be everything that you want and everything you do not want.
He has a chance to make it as much as a chance to fail. He can determine to make it work and can do it well, except he tends to lost his energy with otherimportant things, that's how he miss man y of his good opportunity.He can be happy and content by himself. What he think is important is not"Love" ,but firm status and stability. He has plenty of love for you.He is a good speaker, as much as he is a good listener.
When he is with you,he wants to be happy. He understand his partner's emotional. He likes to take a long rest and sometimes being alone. If he needs to be alone, try not to disturb him.He is a sensitive, quiet , shy and easily hurt.
He wants to feel worthy. He can be mad and noisy, but once he calm down, he will be that happy person again. He is not a jealous or possessive guy, and if he feels jealous he will hide it. He has many friends of both sex, and he care about his friends. He likes to have lots of friends, so you can not get jealous or else you will loose him.
He likes beautiful things, so if a pretty woman walk by he will look ,so do not get mad at him knowing this fact.When he is lonely or feeling sad, be close to comfort him. He does not like to take advice,so if you want him to listen or to follow your advice, you have to act as a good sample for him first. He likes a cheery and a smart woman.
If you treat him like he is your special person, then he will be that special person for you. He will trust you if he is in love, but try not to over doing it and spoil him too much. You have to know yourself worth all the time too.

2009-06-23T15:28:00.001+08:00

Why does shit things happen after so long?

2009-06-22T02:22:00.003+08:00

Young

Wedding are forever nice.
GoodWood Hotel. Beside far east.
Damn nice.
And the food is heavenly.
Went for cousin's wedding.
So sweet to see couples starting the first step of their lives.
And the process is even sweeter.

Coming sun
Wendy's wedding party.
Looking forward to it too.

Work was tiring today.
And im working mon, tue, wed, fri and sat.
So thurs got time go enjoy.
Mayb go catch a movie.

Walking down
Everything seems so uncertain
And its so tiring.
Sometimes i feel like waking up.
But it seems so tough facing reality.
Im hoping to start a new phrase in life.
I jus wanna fall in love again.

2009-06-18T16:21:00.003+08:00

Young

i got back from skate camp on tue.
i think ok lah.
still fun. considering the last day.
nice meeting alot of funny peeps.
and the performance night was damn joke ah.
hahah.

i think holis are bored without work.
and im only working fri and sun.
cuz sat got wedding dinner.
and nxt sun another wedding dinner.
LOL!

went to visit grandma in hospital yesterday.
after dat went home.
den went meet fei play number.
den went l4d.
it was a boring day.

today wake up like nothing to do.
why no work sia.!
damn. this boredom is killing me already.
and thinking.
should i go indonesia on mon?
hmm. sounds like fun.
but i think i over spent for this month le.
x=
hah.
rot rotting rotted

2009-06-08T02:50:00.003+08:00

Young

another good day.
had a nice dinner with cal, weilin, dad, pat and family.
got myself a new wallet.
caught Night at the museum 2.

2009-06-03T01:42:00.002+08:00

Young

Laptop screen cracked.
sigh~
of all things my lap top.
sianned.
Pay day!
but oh well.
LOL!

life now is work sch slp
but work is kinda fun.
i wanna go watch movie
alot show i wanna watch.!
sunday might be meeting pat for dinner
with his parents and my dad.
Abariyah-teh.
hah.
eat yaki-tori.
drink sake.
LOL.

but but. thinkin bout going redang.
hudson say go there play.
but everyone muz bring a ger.
=.=
so might be Hud, vin, guan, me.
Charles in taiwan.
Haa.
See how bah.
but i wanna travel.
ahhh
bored.

Good nights everyone

2009-05-25T00:59:00.002+08:00

Young

lifes jus so fragile.
thou things are not happening to me right now
eventually things jus reach out to me
its just sooner or later.
i read the news
i see around.
things jus happening one after another.
sigh~
somehow it affect me as well.
everyone jus wans a normal life.
normal.
:)

work is fun.
mayb jus let me indulge in work.
i'll be a happy boy.
sigh~
wad a day.

2009-05-22T14:28:00.003+08:00

Young

ok.
i lost my phone
i watched angels and demon
i went to sing without kexin
i went to swin in sch
i went for skate but it was going to rain
im going to start work today

i miss alot of my frens
i feel so bored everyday
its jus that usual bitch

i wanna work and slp
i wanna smile everyday
i wanna be with frens
i wanna sing with kexin

2009-05-12T00:51:00.001+08:00

Young

Understand what i understand
Feel what i feel
Maybe not

2009-04-29T04:08:00.003+08:00

Young

i think i need less slp.
i need to breathe.

2009-04-27T04:08:00.003+08:00

Young

Sch's 9-12 tml.
Bored.
Dunno wad to do after dat.
Anyway
Went to JWC to do my 2d echo scan.
Sian. May still have to go back.
For the review.
Hopefully nothing wrong ok.
Finger's crossed.
Sigh~
Pending PES D.
Sian. Up pes oso C.
Wanna sign on Police like abit no chance.

Kinda looking forward to thurs.
Wondering how will the freshies be.
=D

REVOS.
More to come.
Hopefully it works.
I wanna design nice tee.
:D

2009-04-26T05:23:00.004+08:00

Young

Click for a larger view.

2009-04-21T04:57:00.004+08:00

Young

its practically the second day of sch.
and i'm at loft@94 in sch.
Suppose to be aslp by now.
Cuz we have to wake up at 6.
But i jus cant seem to get myself to slp.
i dunno wtf is wrong.
this is the part where the emo-ness comes in.
ahhhh.
sigh~

somehow i wish someone would tug me to slp
somehow i wish there was someone i could hold on to
somehow i wish the feeling of emptiness would go away
somehow i wish its jus a dream
somehow i wish waking up to see the one you love
somehow i wish it's jus a wish

is there even anyone reading.
hah.

2009-04-16T02:08:00.003+08:00

Young

Sch's reopening nxt mon.
i wonder if it's good news.
new class new students.
ah.
but oh well.
sch's from mon to wed only.
thurs and fri no sch.
ahahahha.
yea.
hungry for now.
Supper.!

2009-04-03T02:29:00.002+08:00

Young

its pretty much quiet around here.
i guess there's nothing much oso.
what has to come would always comes.
jus plain boring.

2009-03-27T21:38:00.005+08:00

Young

Joe is homely.
LOL.
Cooking and eating is heavenly.
Jus love cooking so much.
but sticking at home is kinda bore.
ahahah.
i wanna watch Coming Soon.!
but nobody wanna watch.
sian~

Potato Fried Rice.
Nice!
ahahhahaha.

our last outing.
More to come?
hahah.
but right now.
job hunting.
=D

Marley and Me
Muz watch!
Really touching and funny.
lols

2009-03-22T18:08:00.001+08:00

Young

Boring.
more boring.
even more boring.
maximum boredom.

2009-03-19T07:41:00.001+08:00

Young

breakfast.
Eggs with hashbrowns.

2009-03-17T01:43:00.000+08:00

Acer Processing Team!

2009-03-16T00:08:00.003+08:00

Young

Hmm.
tml last day of work.
kinda she bu de.
it was really nice to have met the processing peeps
working was fun with them.
and tml last de le.
LOL.

anyway. thinkin was should i do after tml's work.
get a new job?
bro say his fren wanna start a business selling shirt.
ask me to join him as his designer.
i think will be joining his business.
so now is really nid to start chiong my designs.
hopefully this works out.
and i'll have my own series of shirts. x=

hungry.
wanna go eat.

think dad emo-ing
and i nid a new direction in life.
i jus wanna start a new stage.
wanna life to be much more simpler.

2009-03-13T04:35:00.002+08:00

Young

somethings are better left unsaid
sometimes its not jus about whether u wan it
looking back might not be a good thing
work is tiring
i'm tired too
and i should be slpin at this time
i dun wanna think so much
kxjh
things jus been happening
i hungry + slpy
good night strangers

2009-03-07T06:10:00.003+08:00

Young

sometimes i jus wonder.
why cant life be much simpler.
sometimes its not jus abt everything.
pause awhile take a look.
and mayb u'll feel tat simplicity is a beauty

2009-03-06T20:12:00.005+08:00

Photos that are due.
Enjoys. x=

Cousin Wendy.
Thanks you

Bro's gf Cassandra

Miao and Beat

My crazy bro

Rudy and Michele

Family. Bai and lao Bai

Pretty girl for bday. LOL.
Miao miao.

My Brothers.!
DSB wan xui

Group photos

Cake cake.

2009-03-05T02:47:00.001+08:00

Young

i kept feeling hungry for the whole night.
i ought to slp early.
somethings gonna happen. i jus feel it.

2009-03-03T23:22:00.003+08:00

Pizza for dinner.

bored bored.
random random.
rot rot.
eat eat.
sleep sleep.

cake. or brownies. someone made it.
=x
LOL

2009-03-03T01:18:00.004+08:00

Young

this kinda marks the end of my bday.
thanks for all the bday wishes.
and those who were there to make it happen.
a big THANK YOU to everyone.
there are pictures.
and i'll post them when i get them.
=)
thanks for the presents.
and thanks for the cake.
its really nice.
real swt to send over.
(=

went to catch benjamin buttons jus now.
ok lah. not bad.
but 3hours.
i sit till my ass pain.
lols.
i wan work to quickly start.

2009-03-01T15:14:00.003+08:00

Young

had a drinking session with pat and andy before my bday.
pat jus had to book in tonight. =x
lols
camen bai xiong came along.
not forgetting pretty manda coming long with pat.
lols. dangerous.
=D
kinda jus woke up.
abit tired.
i think i jus don't noe myself anymore.
things had been happening lately.
somehow driving me crazy as well.
jus keeps me from thinking over and over again.

i jus wanna take a breathe.

2009-02-25T17:25:00.002+08:00

Young

Exams are over.
But i fell sick. =.=
sigh~
went to celebrate Manda's bday on mon.
Say thank you, Pat.! lols.
sick sick
sian.
should have grad today.
but ahhhh~
nvm soon.
think i'm gonna go rest first.
real tired.

2009-02-18T16:36:00.002+08:00

罗志祥-防盗锁

说穿了不是什么大事情
说穿了不过自己去看电影
说穿了只是睡醒看不到你
你放心离去我不要紧
为什么莫名有种矛盾的情绪
给了你祝福又盼望你回心转意
他给的幸福你从笑容就能说明
我还凭什么关心怎么你不抗拒

感情没有防盗锁
爱走不到尽头
不后悔付出过
各自回家的路
试着不再难过
变得成熟
是我能安慰自己
唯一的收获
就离开我别回过头
不要用从前看以后

我猜是我的错
爱怎么被偷走
那只是个感受
如果离开
是爱你最后的承诺
多年以后
偶尔记得那疯狂
不成熟的我
不说穿了
不要结果

为什么莫名有种矛盾的情绪
给了你祝福又盼望你回心转意
他给的幸福你从笑容就能说明
我还凭什么关心怎么你不抗拒

感情没有防盗锁
爱走不到尽头
不后悔付出过
各自回家的路
试着不再难过
变得成熟
是我能安慰自己
唯一的收获
就离开我别回过头
不要用从前看以后

我猜是我的错爱怎么被偷走那只是个感受如果离开是爱你最后的承诺多年以后偶尔记得那疯狂不成熟的我不说穿了不要结果不伪装了我的难过

2009-02-18T16:15:00.004+08:00

Young

constantly.
i jus dunno wad to update.
i think due to the reason
tat i've been couping myself at home
for these few days.

but i went down buy pasta from pizza hut.
for dinner last nite.
jus got the mood to eat pasta.
and lazy to make.
the portion like quite small.
=|
cheesy mushroom pasta.
nice.

talking bout tat.
mayb i should go down buy some ingredient make something to eat.
cuz i'm hungry now.
mayb go whipped up some nice food.
yesh.
mayb i should.

ciaossu.

2009-02-15T02:28:00.003+08:00

Young

so much for V.day.
oh well.
Happy V.day to all the attached out there.
pretty tired now.
mayb turn in soon.
bored oso.
but oh well.
Govt GST offset.
YESH!
i think it's consider good for my vday.
haha!
500bucks.
better den nuttin.
i guess i've onli celebrated my 21st vday.
hah.
good nites to all the love birds.

2009-02-15T02:16:00.001+08:00

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2009-02-13T19:03:00.002+08:00

Young

went CMPB today.
Guess wad.
i'm temp PES D.
LOL.
the MF drew my blood 2times.
and the temp MO dunno how to poke.
KNN.
in the end poke 3times.
tmd.

practically my both hands are like so sore now lah.
sigh~
i'm tired.

i guess its time to do and not talk
cause i'm turning 22.
and this isnt funny anymore.
i seriously nid to think about the future.
my plans and everything.
someone plz motivate me.

to take means to give as well.
jus taking might trigger giver to stop giving.
i think that sometimes in order to get something
we should at least give abit.
cuz u cant always be recieving.
even if giver doesnt mind for now.
after awhile things might jus change.
its jus so complicated.
i dunno why.

V.day's coming.
and and.
another lonely year.
i'm wanting to settle down.
someone nice.

2009-02-10T14:45:00.001+08:00

Young

and yesh. my new lap.
kinda tired.
and i dunno wad to say no more.

2009-02-05T15:45:00.004+08:00

Young

jus looking at time passing me by.
with totally no idea of everything.
its gonna a busy week till sun.
yea. as i was saying.
busy.
and acer is like finally willing to throw me a new lappy.
other than that.
loneliness seems to be cathing up.
i'm left with one paper for exams. FCS
killer paper.
i wish i could jus like grad now.
go army.
waste my 2 years.
fucking get a job.
work.
move on with new stage of life.
cuz everydays the same.
and somethings that slips off will probably never be back.
cherish is now or never.

2009-02-01T16:17:00.000+08:00

Young

i jus feel like gng out
anyone?

2009-01-31T03:50:00.003+08:00

Young

once in awhile everyone tends to indugle in the world of their own.
leavin everything behind.
believing in the road they are to take.
if u never try then u never noe.
as much as i hate it.
but oh well.
i do escape as well.
im tired.
feel like slpin already.
but somehow i've notice.
everytime when i'm out drinking.
the same things comes into my mind.
and i'm wondering.
but oh well.
rant rant rant.
who doesnt
LOL
yesh.

2009-01-30T14:07:00.002+08:00

Young

"Romanticism is not about doing something, but being together with someone you love and waking up to see her everyday"

im hungry

lol

new year new year

still abit bored lah.

nuttin much this year oso.

mayb more will come

2009-01-29T04:55:00.001+08:00

Young

Happy New Year!

2009-01-24T17:15:00.003+08:00

Young

FYP exhibition

Guan's bday

Cute nephew

bored lah.

tats why.

Happy Niu Year

and my bitch is home.

LOL

2009-01-18T19:50:00.004+08:00

Young

its been awhile.
and i dunno wad to say.
and i'm reluctant to move on.
i feel like jus standing on ground
waiting for time to stop.
but wait.
CNY is coming.
and mayb dats the only thing to look forward to.
i'm really wondering
all this.

Jus got back from charles Bday chalet.
Charles Lim Jin Wang
21st on 25th Jan
Chinese New Year Eve.
Lol

im jealous of people around me
im afraid of dentist
im afraid of life
im wanting NS to come
im wanting POLY to finish
im wanting 5years to end
im hoping for life to be smooth
im feeling lonely
im wanting someone to love me too.
im hateful of PROJECTS
im hateful of FYP
somehow i dunno what i'm thinking bout
at times it flashes past my mind
and im never hopeful bout it
at times i look at your blog
and i tell myself everythings alright.

smell the rant?
i jus dunno how to express myself

2009-01-08T00:37:00.002+08:00

Young

BOOhoo
yesh. i'm back
with no feel to update.
=x
but anyway.
boring lar.
like nuttin much oso.
everyday's jus a repeat of itself.
i met jie jie dat day
its been awhile.
been fun catching up and stuff.
and most prolly i'll get to see her more often.
=D
tml NP open hse.
yea.
performance = excuse letter
lols.
skate skate.
jus skate around.
i oso dunno wad to say le

B O R I N G BORING B O R I NG BO RI NG B O RING BORI N G BORIN G BORI NG B ORING B OR I NG BOR ING BOR I NG BO R ING BORING BOR ING BO R I N G BOR IN G B O R I N G BO RIN G BORIN G BOR ING BO RI NG B ORING

2009-01-06T13:43:00.003+08:00

Young

sch is boring.
all the stupid reports and projs
=.=
and its like first day of sch onli.
i din go sch today
puke twice in the night.
now still feeling heavy.
dun ask why. :)

apologies to wL C=

i'm got no mood for sch.
):
i wan new year to come quickly
i've like no mood for anything.
but right now i'm hungry.
i wan food.

my minds in a complicated state right now.
C O M P L I C A T E D
excessive stuffs included
BOO!

2009-01-02T12:10:00.002+08:00

Young

New year new start.
Everything's still fine i guess.
somehow its jus like another day.
mayb i shld jus quickly get my ass into army
start a new phrase in my life.
it's jus another boring day.
(:
happy new year.!

2009-01-01T12:10:00.000+08:00

Young

Happy New Year 2009

2008-12-24T13:00:00.004+08:00

Young

Merry Black Christmas

Hohoho.

Merry Christmas everyone.

Went for Zenearth Christmas yesterday.

Its been awhile since i went to parties like dis.

Kinda enjoyed myself.

Thou abit tired after the whole thing.

Gonna post up the christmas tree they made

Dear Santa

i know i've been a bad boy

Will you still come this year

And give me a present?

Jy jie jie said

things you cant get will be the sweetest

Pat pat booking out today. :)

Can the new year jus come faster?

2008-12-22T13:13:00.002+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday Andy

9years of friendship

and mahjong kaki

Bless.

2008-12-18T22:42:00.002+08:00

And so the story ends.

im tired.

wanna slp le.

work is tiring.

its like having a home yet unable to return

2008-12-16T23:34:00.002+08:00

Young

the three things to look forward to.
CHRISTMAS
BATAM
CHINESE NEW YEAR
yesh.
this are the 3 events i'm looking forward to.
hoping for the new year to come
to have a change of luck.
this year has been quite a long year.
seems like the longest.

thou i dunno wad to do for christmas
and new year will be boring again.
lols.
but who cares i jus wanna the new year to come
new year new start.
and pat's booking out on christmas eve.
*blink blink*
days without my dota and gay partner is boring.
yesh!
huat ar!
hee x=

batam date to cfm.
people to cfm.
but who cares.
i wanna shopping!
soon soon.

thou time wait for none

but somethings are which cant be changed

fate.

thou u try and try

u couldnt beat time

destiny.

life's not base not other's stories

but ur creation of story.

u choose the path u take

so regret not.

2008-12-13T17:49:00.004+08:00

Young
i am so gonna miss my best bud.pat pat.
he's in tekong le. lols.
sent him off.
and awww.
i'm missing him already.
nobody gay with me le.
LOL.

dats his company Cougar

leaving after our last lunch with him.
LOL!

Him enjoying his last meal with us.

xD

Lunch for the day.
it tasted kinda bad.
=x

Our group picca

Welcome to Tekong.!

:DD

where boys become mens.

LOL

seriously i cant imagine my life in tekong.

=.=

i think i should sign on police.

mayb its a wiser choice. LOL.

tsk.

2008-12-11T14:56:00.002+08:00

Young

yup. apparently everyone around is
attached, loving here and there, all sweet talks and actions.
ahaha.
love season.
and i wish u were here.

Pat's gng Ns tml.
i'm so gng to miss him.
aww. =D
so we're gng Csc tonight.
but think he gotta wake up early in the morning.
lols.

i all so free now.
work work.
wanna start working.
waiting for the call. x=

i've jus been rotting and slacking.
refusing to go anywhere.
cuz i jus dont feel like gng out.
even thou i wanna.
i ended up staying at home.

2008-12-09T15:21:00.000+08:00

Young

new phone =D

hee.

CT's over. yesh.

muahahaha.

2008-12-08T19:46:00.002+08:00

Young

是不是当老天给了你一些东西

就会那走一些东西

是不是相信就能做到

还是只是求个心安

2008-12-08T00:33:00.002+08:00

Young

wad to do when u're bored.
get a red wine
sit down
listen to some songs.
make sure they ain't sad.
LOL.
yea. practically thats what i'm doing now.

i STUDIED hor.
but abit lar.
practically understood the paper.
jus some qns to ask my frens.
so now its like rotting.
sian rite.
no choice oso.

i wonder why.
its jus so peaceful
tat i find it disturbing.
lols.
i wanna slp so long dat
i dun wanna wake up.